| It's about four am and I cant fall asleep. I have to get up in less than four hours. Yupp its one of those nights. Usually when I can't sleep its because I am up thinking and my brain is on overdrive and tonight is no exception. It's been awhile since I wrote in here. Well what's there to say? I wrote a crazy entry on the ethics of Rutgers Pharmacy and how they do business while putting our courier at stake, I can't publish it because I know if I do, there surely will be negative consequences following. I wish the you guys could read it, because it sure is an eye opener especially for those who want to major in pharmacy. But I don't want to risk my courier cause of a blog. What can I do, they call it free speech but when you do speak they punish you.
Lets see, so now I am at Rutgers New Brunswick and I don't have any qualms about it. It isn't much different from Newark, cuz I see the same people, same parties, same clubs, well the classes are harder cuz of pharmacy and I hate taking the shuttle bus to class. But other than that life is treating me well. But I feel empty at times. It's one of those things where even if you have nothing wrong going on, you still feel something's out of place. Your mind needs something to worry about and when there isn't anything to worry about you make up stuff to bother you. And that's all there is to it. I hate reading negative entries so I'm not going to make this one of those.
I've realized something profound and I've realized it awhile ago but I keep forgetting my epiphany, so I have to remind myself of it. First, its that if you forget about what other people think of you and what other's perception of you is, your image in their eyes would be a better one. Sound kind of ironic doesn’t it? The less you worry the more likely you are to be better off. And secondly my motto of "you live once so live it up". Our whole lives we've been ingrained with the idea of living up everyday like it’s our last. But does anyone really follow that? If we actually did that for once we would all be in a much happier place. Try it, I'll bet it work. I know tomorrow morning when I wake up with my blood shot eyes I'm going to make it the best day possible. And I'm sure it will turn out bangin. And if it doesn’t I'm going to eat a dosa and I know that will put a smile on my face.
Oh yeah I'm going to India on the 25th, leaving on Christmas. Its a bitter sweet trip, I want to go since its been six year since I've been to the mother land but on the other hand I'm going to miss winter break with everyone here. I come back the day before school starts...jet lag gallloreee. Haha so when I come back I'll be bald due to the religious thing we do in India. lol that should interesting, Srinu without hair. Nothing to spike up and poke people with. It’s going to take me a while to grow it back again to Rhagav’s length but I’ll do it, he got competition coming his way. |
Natasha Desai eatin all the candy at the store right after she complains about how she is getting fat.
my girlfriend for the past few weeks. She is so much fun to sleep next to
Ankit playing games when he's supposed to be studying
Just cuz I was bored.
